Forget
© N Noël March 2009
Sometimes I want to forget all my regrets the times I cried and wept for past mistakes and foolish notions of being in love and faithfulness. Erase away the times I lay satisfied in your core a warm spot I didn’t mind going so far to please your mind, body and soul until we were both sore glistening like gold.
No more midnight dreams full of steam wet between the sheets of my wants and needs to be with you holding on caught up in your monsoon. Pulled in, caught under, no air to breathe just memories of your thunderous embrace. Kisses all over my face the taste of salty tears mixed in as you confess. Yes, oh yes I want to forget.
Wipe away the day I learned to love your touch on my inner thigh skirts and dresses hiked high. Warm hands, wet tongue the sweet smell as you clung to my waist the readiness and the haste. Couldn’t get enough of me nor me of you I still feel the rhythm pulsing in my body as if it were new. Want to forget. My body still waits for your touch my mind can’t erase the good I saw in you. Please let me forget, put away this regret.
Lazy,rainy days, hands running over soft skin just a small touch sucks me in. Spicy smells, all the bodies swell building up like overflowing wells. Day turns into night still under the sheets hearts and hands all mingled together no time to speak.
Two bodies become one exploding, souls connecting, ejecting others in your mind can’t see past the moment it’s what makes me blind. One thinks “such fun” the other “grows closer”. Before you know it the moment is over. How soon “the one” forgets “the other” now can’t move past it, can’t forget.
Your scent it still lingers in my mind imprinted like your fingerprints pressed against my chest yes it still makes me wet. From the tears in my eyes and the space that lies between my thighs. My heart I will confess keeps trying to forget you.
